Unmotivated

Unattainable or Unmotivated?

When it comes to dieting, two things set us up for failure. They both have to do with our own personal mindset and ability to stay motivated, and set attainable goals. Setting unattainable goals will make the process of weight loss seem much longer, and harder, driving you to become unmotivated and unclear about what

The Scary Thoughts of Cancer

Scatter brained is how I would describe myself this last month. Everything seemed to be in shambles. The feeling of inevitable doom lingered over my head in a dark cloud. Facing things alone is one of the scariest and most lonely things you’ll ever do. I learned how weak I can be in the last

My PCOS Love Story

It’s hard to describe the feeling of wanting something you can’t have. How the longing and desire burn you from the inside out. How it feels to have every ounce of you want something, but you think that it is 100 percent unobtainable. The immense feeling of pressure that surrounds your body when you see

The Second Appointment

Monday, June 25th, 2018: Second Appointment Weight: 324.4 lbs Lost: 30 lbs Period: 30 days                   It was appointment day, June 25th, 2018 4PM. I went to the Dr, after exactly 1 month of starting my diet. I stepped on the scale and watched the numbers on the scale just go down, I watched

The First Appointment

Friday, May 25th, 2018: First Appointment Weight: 354.4 lbs   I went in for the appointment a few days after setting it. We did the normal Dr visit stuff like weight, blood pressure, height and discussed why I was there. I explained in grave detail how I had struggled in the past with diet pills,